Magic

I was going to sit down and write a completely miserable and whiney post as I usually do, lamenting over the pathetic state of my non-existent love life. Then I remembered: I don't give a damn! Haha, silly me. Old habits die hard, I guess.

I've been on a mission for the past few weeks. Literally, since I joined the gym. I go almost every other day, and I work out. It's completely unattractive and I sweat like no one's business, but I, again, don't give a damn. I'm determined to lose all my extra weight (already am down a kilo), and become the hottest creature in the world. I will also be ruthless- and crush men's dream until I am finally satisfied. There are various aspects to my plan:

1. Minimize my calorie intake, and just eat better in general. More veggies!
2. Work out regularly.
3. Continue in idolizing Cristina Hendricks.
4. That includes my new dye job which will occur upon my arrival at home...
5. Go tanning. But only a little. Just so my tummy isn't so pasty pale.
6. Buy clothes that really suit me.

Yup. It'll take months, and it'll be a real ordeal- but I am determined. I feel like I have something to prove, to many people. I won't elaborate on whom, but there are quite a few individuals. And they're going to EAT THEIR WORDS. Maniacal? Yes, very much so.

"Everyone knows, I've got the magic in me."

byeee!

Forget You

Sometimes, we have to accept reality. Accept things we don't want to believe, even though we secretly know they're true. It's heartbreaking at times, but it's how it must be.

I've got to be honest with myself, and realize the world isn't the beautiful, romantic and hopeful thing I want it to be. Granted, there are things that are those things, but there are also things that aren't. And I need to learn to live with them, and stop defending those people that take advantage of my nature. I need to focus on bettering myself now- the rest of the world needs to wait.

That aside, I've discovered a delightfully easy and new way to make cookies. It's so simple, and the result is absolutely incredible. All you need is sugar, butter, flour and chopped up chocolate. It's the best! All you do is put in the same amount of butter and sugar, then just keep adding little bits of flour until you have a soft dough ball. Then you fold in the chocolate and bake it at around 350 degrees (fahrenheit). Don't worry- I'm going to the gym tomorrow to burn it off!

Now, I've decided to end each post with a quote from a song I'm listening to you that relates to my mood at the moment:

"There's pain in my chest, but I still wish you the best."

so long!